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Smoking Jacket Struck Out

by Enis Bronson

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1.
Loved Me So 03:01
she says she loves me so so i left and went back home got home an on my knees prayed she leave so i won't know love better to haven't loved at all cuz it ain't what it's cracked up to be weeks and turn to misery all cuz she says she loves me no way no howno way you love me honey baby we aint meant to be no way no how no way you love me can't you see we aint meant to be she says i'm scared to love well babe i'm scared to death might be all in my head but things she says are things i dread this nightmare was once a dream it was a better life when i was free feels like i'm going crazy all cuz she says she loves me honey baby we aint meant to be no way no how no way you love me can't you see we aint meant to be no way no how no way you love me honey baby no way we can be can't you see we aint meant to be no way no how no way we can be honey baby we aint meant to be aint no love between you and me no way no how no way we can be honey baby we aint meant to be can't you see we aint meant to be no way no how no way we can be aint no love between you and me
2.
never would have thought it could come to this cuz i remember times young and alive, young and naive with much to do and to achieve what a waste, this life of mine memories of better times soon it's over, soon i'm there nearing closer to my despair years pass times change looking back, memories little boy full of dreams bright eyed, eager to try soon the solution became the issue thought it couldn't happen to me more of a sucker than a fiend scars real deep, too deep to heal what will it take not to chase not to chase that evil taste i dug a hole six feet deep it's my retreat to get some sleep years pass times change looking back, memories little boy full of dreams bright eyed, eager to try little boy full of dreams couldn't wait to achieve but just had to wait and see this little game wasn't for me
3.
life's worthwhile, with her at my side it's me and her against the world, against them all just what i need, but that lonely thought keeps rattling in my mind, dreams of it going down the deep, end so quickly, and suddenly can't help but fear of it taking place, grounds unsafe yet nothings broke so nothing to fix, setting this up for a jinx been through this, time and time again, will this one have a similar end is she the one, the one for me just can't believe, met my dream heart beating fast, doing a dance will this one last, will this one last hope to never, see the day we're through inevitably i think the day will come, saying goodbye to all the fun scared to have, it all end, couldn't bare to watch it unfold losing my friend, easy come but, not to let go, can't help the, thoughts of us splitting up, have a taste, to chase fucking up is this what it feels like to be madly in love will my all, be enough is she the one, the one for me just can't believe, met my dream heart beating fast, doing a dance will this one last, will this one last
4.
Non Grata 05:32
the story goes, a boy all to his own no one around, always alone no jokes to be told, no hands to hold they'll never know being all on your own lost soul, lost cause, wondering how i got this far poor old me, never had a shot how much more do i need to endure you will never know loneliness like i know all my life, persona non grata you will never know loneliness like i know on my own, persona non grata all alone with a friendly wit never had a chance relationships a distant wish alienation at first glance, as if i'm shunned table just for one, don't it sound like fun lonely being me, real treat to see couples and cliques, groups and teams they'll never think, to talk to me you will never know loneliness like i know all my life, persona non grata you will never know loneliness like i know on my own, persona non grata the story goes, a boy all to his own no one around, always alone no jokes to be told, no hands to hold how much more do i need to endure you will never know loneliness like i know all my life, persona non grata you will never know loneliness like i know on my own, persona non grata
5.
won't stop when you can, can't stop when you want and all you want is for the pain to go away 20 and some years is plenty to make or break a man but after all it's just a game, and sure is a wicked shame i know its a wicked shame, but after all its all a game i know its a wicked shame, stuck playing this wicked game all you'll ever want, all you'll ever need in your tightly clenched fist, you look back and reminisce, how it felt to be alive and well the day will come, when you ask yourself is it better to die, roll over and stay where you lie, but its worth the fight tryna salvage your life i know it's a wicked shame, but after all its all a game i know its a wicked shame, stuck playing this wicked game i know it's a wicked shame, but after all its only a game i know it's a wicked shame, but after all its only a game
6.
i could go for days and days with a girl like her, working all sorts of ways we were inseparable from each other but did we ever love one another safe to say our hearts weren't tied together, even though it's heart pumping nights could i resist her touch is love too much bad little piece starts with a kiss ima fiend she's my fix but there'll never be more than lust between us, running out of ways to make it just the morning after got me thinking there's more to life than sex filled weekends could i resist her touch is love asking for too much could i resist her touch is love too much
7.
this ain't the way to live, ain't the way to be over and over we make the same mistakes eternal greed in order to succeed, take take and take for material sake decency has gone astray, selfishness has kept it at bay how'd we end up living this way the end is near I'm sad to say the gift of life turned disarray the end is here unless we change our ways working all day but we can't break even how'd this become the life we lead watching our lives wither away just to get payed a paltry wage molded into drones with grandiose egos dig dig dig till you can't get out the hole the day will come when we go home our loving mother will swallow us whole how'd we end up living this way the end is near I'm sad to say the gift of life turned disarray the end is here unless we change our ways it really doesn't matter in life's grand scheme so give a helping hand no need for greed all we see is no more than a dream after all, it's death that gives life meaning
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weaving tales, leading them through deceitful trails never fails to derail the relationship different girl but the same old stupid quip i can tell when it's over right from the tip still they line up one by one i do it for laughs and i do it for fun when I'm through and when I'm done for the hills they all run then one day i met her, seemed to be the next for sure but it was my time, she was my demise i learned from the lesson hiding in disguise remembered all they cried while tears roll down my eyes still they line up one at a time but my guilt ridden wandering eyes fail to see why i tried then i met her, the love of my life
10.
she left to catch her breath, asking myself what is left we were hand in hand side by side, sure had me fooled for quite a while kept her warm when it's cold, now the relationships as good as sold good as gone are the times we had, remembering times with my only friend out of all the ways this is how it ends? i look back only to see her pretend alone again without a doubt, smoking jacket struck out the writings on the wall for all to see can't help who i am, undeniably me its a gift yet a curse, blessed tragedy she up and left cuz im, undeniably me don't wanna say goodbye but it's just a waste of time tryna find reasons why to continue this lie promises she makes are promises she breaks ain't looking like me and her got what it takes took my jacket and she took my heart, even though i saw it right from the start alone again without a doubt, smoking jacket struck out the writings on the wall for all to see can't help who i am, undeniably me its a gift yet a curse, blessed tragedy she up and left cuz im, undeniably me alone again no doubt smoking jacket struck out
11.
there's no escaping these handheld monsters no place left where it hasn't left it's mark on our every move and it's gone too far told how and what to do before we even start starting early leaving late won't get you very far modernized times are taking its toll live your life no need to follow what you're told or get a diploma work all day and regret it when you're older shaping us into sheep people can't you see open up your eyes and live your life, leave the rat race to the rats and the mice or do as you're told and you're dead before you die what happened to our soul and our spirit the charade has gone on for far too long we're the majority, no need to fear em hiding behind flags because they know they're wrong filled to the brim with the best kind of lies big brother watching my back, front and both my sides americas dream is to work our lives away clocking in as the clock ticks on the rest of our days shaping us into sheep people can't you see open your eyes and start living your life leave the rat race to the rats and the mice or do as you're told and you're dead before you die

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released February 28, 2017

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